tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1855670872731483444.post4886952142568839663..comments2023-11-02T04:15:18.299-07:00Comments on Moor Dreaming: fullJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13601154555210668680noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1855670872731483444.post-15831785460519015152013-10-01T14:07:32.230-07:002013-10-01T14:07:32.230-07:00Thank you, Martha.Thank you, Martha.Jhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13601154555210668680noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1855670872731483444.post-74891595658324709922013-10-01T14:03:10.593-07:002013-10-01T14:03:10.593-07:00Now that is a good thing lol :DNow that is a good thing lol :DThe Webbers living a life at the beachhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14428953268605707094noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1855670872731483444.post-15132991548297966362013-10-01T14:01:47.636-07:002013-10-01T14:01:47.636-07:00No not sick, very normal. I miss my friends back i...No not sick, very normal. I miss my friends back in the UK and pretty much all of them said they will be over to see us in NZ, but they said that last time. If they come, they come, if they don't they don't. It used to upset me, but now I'm resigned that they may never come. I supposed by setting yourself up for being disappointed you get less sad, if it goes the other way then then it's great. I can understand where you're coming from, I do know however that when I do see my friends/family we carry on where we left off. Your circumstances for your separation from them is far different to ours, we made a free choice to change our lives, you had to change yours to survive. Go out and make new friends they can become great friends, ours have here. Never to late to start again ♥The Webbers living a life at the beachhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14428953268605707094noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1855670872731483444.post-31481504697653988972013-10-01T09:05:38.062-07:002013-10-01T09:05:38.062-07:00Oh, and I now rent so that I can pick and choose w...Oh, and I now rent so that I can pick and choose whatever household work I want to do. I shovel the snow and I have my little garden and if I do not feel like hosing off the house and porch or sweeping the driveway or sidewalk, I just ignore it so that the landlord can have his fun, too. :)Jhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13601154555210668680noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1855670872731483444.post-51500398984668114452013-10-01T09:03:29.479-07:002013-10-01T09:03:29.479-07:00It helps to know that other normal people, that me...It helps to know that other normal people, that means you by the way, have all of the all over the place normal life feelings.<br /><br />The difference now is that I understand that things will get better. It is just that there are moments when my longing to have those people still be a part of my life is so strong. They do not care about me and I accept that is never going to happen, but I continue to want contact with relationships I thought we had.<br /><br />How sad that is. Probably a little sick, too. I guess that I was just flooded with all of the what-ifs, what-could-be, the whole missing of the good parts of that other life.<br /><br />Normal, huh.Jhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13601154555210668680noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1855670872731483444.post-87566619480477070912013-10-01T01:10:29.071-07:002013-10-01T01:10:29.071-07:00People are funny creatures, when my friends 3 yrs ...People are funny creatures, when my friends 3 yrs old died(cerabral palsy plus a whole host of other things) some people thought it was for the best!! WTF! How can a 3 yr old dying be for the best, she was ill for a long time and it was probably a release for her, but fuck it's never for the best. It just made their lives all hunky dory and thank fuck they didn't have to be out in a difficult or embarrassing situation ever again! . They get so caught up in their 'perfect' little live they don't like sick kids, beaten women to come and disturb that. OK breathe...1..2..3... rant over. Sorry luv but it makes me a bit cross. You're doing great, but you're going to have bad days. Shit Shannons been gone nearly 16 years in November and still I have bad days, and she wasn't my daughter. You'll get them they may be there forever, who knows. As time goes on you'll deal with them better, we have to. As for the others, feel sad for them as I feel for those who think it was for the best, they never knew her and that's the really sad thing. So chin up girlie it'll pass. Maybe soon you could give a loving home to an animal that need lots of love. ♥ Sorry fer waffling, I've had a large gin & tonic cos I can hardly move after doing 2 1/2hrs of hours of gardening and hardly put a dent in it! Sigh!The Webbers living a life at the beachhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14428953268605707094noreply@blogger.com